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Severely Overwhelmed...

Posted by ConnerBomb - May 28th, 2008


There was a death at my college over the weekend... The person who died, Adam, was one of the coolest people I've met since I've been going to school. I learned that Memorial Day, he was struck and killed by a car while crossing the road (it was a legal cross, the car didn't slow down...).

In the past few months, I've had people I knew personally both friends and family die and I've seen some NGers' userpages turning into obituaries before my eyes. I can honestly say I am starting to become overwhelmed because of it...

I don't know what to do anymore... I'm so fucking depressed I can't even sleep...I think I'm literally going insane...


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I don't know what to say...I'm really sorry for you....

...Thanks for your concern ...I appreciate it...

this is a dark day...
don't worry man alight will shine through eventually just keep pulling through.
Were hear for you for anything you need.

Thanks man... I appreciate it. :)

even if i dont know you I CAN FEEL THE PAIIIIIIN!!!!!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Thank you?

The only thing you can do is move on.
It's horrible, but it's how I'm coping with my friends' deaths from the past two years, and it seems to work just fine. He's definitely in a better place. A person's time may be unsuitable for their schedule, or anyone else's at that, but you've got to believe that there's some reason to the madness. If not, you'll only put yourself in a quiet solitude, depressed as hell.

I slowly working my way back up to normal... I've had 5 people I know personally die on me the past six months, so yeah, a little overwhelming...

But your right, it's time to move on.